A LIFE WELL LIVED-----END OF THE TRAIL INTERVIEW

MY FRIEND PAUL STYLES---is hanging up his keys.  He summoned me to his bedside to take down his thoughts----for the benefit of his children, friends and my readers.  He is now in Hospice care in Phoenix -- still sentient and surrounded by those who love him.  Here is my summary of that interview.

But first I show some of my favorite shots of him---taken March of 2oo9---when we decided to take the back roads route from Blythe, California to Death Valley.  Not sure it was possible, we set out anyway.

Paul enjoyed good food and knew how to cook it.  He enriched my meager repertoire ---serving up cheese grits---hooking me on balsamic vinegar and coconut oil--to name three.  

Our rigs in the deep desert ghost town of Midland, Ca. 

That's him taking the lead through those mountains on dirt roads.

We took our time--exploring around each night's campsite.

This one I remember vividly---near a dry salt lake near Amboy, Ca.  A remote ghost town on old route 66.

We made it to Death Valley

Met a pretty lady there

And Paul swept her off her feet with an impromptu dance in the moonlight.

Paul seems an unlikely full-timer on the road.  He was a successful lawyer---graduate of the University of Georgia  and Alabama Law school and spent most of his career as a Union lawyer.  3500 people were put back to work due to his efforts--and he succeeded in reforming many unfair labor practices.  He was at his best in trial situations.

He feels he has had a rich, full life----indeed, he thinks of it as a charmed life.  He fathered 3 kids that he is very proud of.  One died of illness all too soon.

He was a great dancer and says that dancing enriched his life amazingly----because as a dance master on cruise ships he was able to tour the world, stay in 5 star hotels in London, the Greek islands, Alaska, St Petersburg.

I enjoyed his company when we traveled together.  He was particularly personal in dealing with service people---always thanking them by name---a trait I have adopted from him.

He was inventive---devising an inexpensive cooling system for his rig.

He was philosophical:  Here are a few of his sayings:

"TIME IS MORE THAN MONEY---TIME IS EVERYTHING" 

"I BOOK PASSAGE TODAY TO A FABULOUS ISLE:--MY SOMEDAY I'LL"

"I'M HERE AS A WITNESS AND I HAVEN'T SEEN IT ALL----I KEEP GOING"

"WE LIVE IN A FIELD OF DREAMS----ALL WE NEED DO IS POINT OUR DESIRES"

THE UNIVERSE IS DESIGNED TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU FOCUS ON"

(so shorten your miseries by letting the universe do its thing)

DO IT NOW

and this curious saying I don't quite grasp:

"SOME LIVE AS THOUGH THEY WOULD NEVER DIE" 

"SOME DIE AS THOUGH THEY"D NEVER LIVED"

A favorite poem is Thanotopsis----

"So live----that when thy summons comes--- to join that innumerable caravan

that moves to that mysterious realm

where each shall take his chamber

in the silent halls of death

That thou go not like a quarry slave at night--

scourged to his dungeon.

But soothed and sustained and with an unfaltering trust approach thy grave

as one who wraps the drapery of his couch about him 

and lies down to pleasant dreams"

Paul is facing his illness with characteristic courage.  I share with you a poem I wrote celebrating his courage in handling a racist in our campground.

PAUL SENDS A RACIST PACKING

We call him cowboy and now he lives
on the fringe of our campground south.
What put him out there on the edge
was his offensive mouth.

He’d say “nigger this and nigger that”
“rotten government bunch”
till we’d all cringe and passively
excuse ourselves for lunch.

And then one day Mr Paul drove in;
introduced himself all round
and eventually made his friendly way
to cowboy’s camping ground.

Predictably, the foul mouthed buckaroo
in just three minutes flat
began his prejudicial spew:
“nigger this and that.”

“How long have you been a racist?” asked Paul,
cutting to the heart of the matter.
The first to ever really challenge
cowboy”s offensive patter.

Stunned and ashamed, cowboy sputtered
like Adam without his leaf,
embarrassed to be caught red handed,
like some chicken thief.

Sensing that he was no longer welcome
in the company of the civilized
he slithered away to the social wasteland;
looks back with hollow eyes.

A single challenge and he was hurled
to the wastelands mud and damp.
soon the racist of our world
will have no place to camp.

UPDATE:  Paul died last week---He donated useful organs to science---and his rig to a friend.
He will be missed and remembered with much fondness.

I ask you to join me in sending your best energy to our friend in his most difficult hour.